i look around me and i see that people are having fun. smiling, making jokes, watching movie, hanging out to interesting places. i wish i could be in thier life. maybe i should open up more but i cant. i already tried, it does not for work me. i love to keep things to myself even my loves one beside me did not know i feel. i think that the way i live my life. i love to talk to myself inside thinking about the stuff happening around.
maybe i think too much about people that i abandon myself a side. thinking about the future scares me as i have no plan yet. yesterday was werking at lido, and one of the partner there though that i was 21. a big smile :) lst time in my life some1 said that to me. i always though that i juz a gal who people loves to take advantage of me for my childish face and horrible dressing sense.( gosh im not gonna wear tat DRESS even again) anyway continue...
this coming weeks gonna be Royal Rumble. wonder why? the project submission gonna due soon hell NO i have not yet finish 4 of them. one of my project i have to create a car race game. success i can make the car n the background of the game is awesome. hehe. the problem i gonna have is how do i make the car move continuously on the road without disappering off the screen. HOW?
wow i can write on n on n on abt my projects...okie go! stop bitching n have fun~ hehe wat the hell i type tat for... okieboi!
i'll catch you
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