DAys n hours had past and hell yeah all the loads i had as gone! wonder i cld do well this semester. Wonder will i get sub-paper in return. Gosh! exam coming next week but i cld feel the pressure in me now. i wonder why?
i wasted my time werking on the weekends and did not get much attention to myself. i wonder why i werk on a weekends which im suppose to chill out wif frens. i wish i cld have frenz that im close too. i miss the old days during my secondary school life. i wonder if i can turn back time n start a fresh.i am always confused with life im having now. i do not knoe wat i shld do next.
been hurting HiM since, n im sorry. i wonder why i do that! i was thinking that if im alone, n single whom will i hang out wif. Cheermates? mayb. tp-skoolmate?not. the Nd boys? think abt it if ure there. mayb juz me myself n i. im not seeking for pityness but i think tis is a fact which i cant run from.
i do not wish to be sad as life goes on and i will not know wat happen next. i will not be some idoitic moron who think life suck n wish to kill themself....bla bla bla that so bull shit.(drama mama) i wonder who i am refering too? -nobody-
1 week n 5 days frm now (to be exact) we gonna hit 3 and im totally proud of myself yet scared. wonder why? been wondering again n again but wat's the point MON!
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i'll catch you
11:25 PM
