At 5.45pm........................
i really really wan to meet you but My mood changed. Feeling fustrated, angry and i duuno where shld i burst my anger too. It been months i did not feel like this. It so irritating!! i jus wish to take your freaking head and knock your forehead against the wall. i think i will feel gd after seeing blood flow down your face!!


i feel something missing when im on the fone with you. i dunno wat. it feel so different and i do feel fustrated inside. I dunno why! izzit jealousy? hatred? izzit boredom? im freaking confused. Because of this, i cant rest my freaking mind. it is so irritating. ar ar ar ar Babi Kau!!


i sure there something i shld know in you coz im sure im confused what you want in me! i can feel it and it is so freaking irritating!! the flower is not blooming anymore! all those words you said did not touch my heart at all. i wonder if all this words are true.....?you are getting more oxymoron when talking to me. you are not the same. Izzit me??

if it ME i think i need to do something abt it. but im really unsure abt myself. sometimes those hurting werds that coming out from my mouth is like nothing to me. i dunno why? am i losing it again? i wish im not as i promised myself not too. all this uncertain question are rounding around my head.


if it YOU than i think i shall try to adapt with that. i also dunno ar..... macam malas gitu aku nak explain. i think i juz keep to myself, it's the best.....