Days had passed and today is the day recruits have to get back to thier chalet and have a "GREaT" time spending with thier company. Left him with my untouchable kiss and away to the train station. it is hard to cope with feelings that you have to face reality. i think im doing good i guess, trying occupied myself and not to think tat some1 you love is away to serve the nation.



i tot it was easy but it is my bet. Im Fucking Wrong! A fren of mine told me: "This is the time when thier gf run away from thier bf." i wonder if it happens to me??? nah shall not think abt it...

i spend my time at home watching the parade on tv. and the most interesting things were that the army vehicles, cd n police pass by my place. shocking. i heard a heavy and draggy vehicles were driving along the road. so i went excited and told my mom. it seems like im a child again.



till i catch you with my bear hands.........................................